A tragic article in the German newspaper the Spiegel: “Insulted, spat at and attacked — by ordinary Germans. Unable to bear the daily racism, a pastor’s family fled from a small town in eastern Germany back to the their former home in the west.”

Sometime last year, Miriam Neuschäfer, who has dark skin because her mother is Indian, decided it was time to record the daily instances of racism she and her family were suffering. The 32-year-old mother of five and wife of a German clergyman wrote down her encounters with the citizens of Rudolstadt, a small town in the eastern German state of Thuringia.

“It helped me work through it,” she says, “and some day I want the children to understand everything that happened to us.”

When she first started she would write in full sentences but ended up just jotting down bullet points. The files are a disturbing account of the events that drove the family out of Rudolstadt after spending almost eight years trying and failing to get on with the locals. They have moved back to western Germany, to the town of Erkelenz in the Rhineland where they are not subject to daily abuse.

She could no longer stand the racism, the hostile comments from everyday citizens, the feeling that she was hated in her own country. “It was an escape,” she says. “It was a matter of survival.”

Neuschäfer grew up in the Lower Rhine region of Germany, studied theology and speaks perfect German. Her husband, Reiner Andreas Neuschäfer, 40, is a pastor. In 2000, he was offered the position as schools administrator for the southern Thuringia region…

The alarm bells first went off in 2002 during a conversation with the kindergarten teacher of Jannik, the oldest son, who is now 10 years old. The conversation suddenly turned to the issue of integration. “Your skin isn’t right,” the other children said to him. It got so bad that Jannik tried to scrub his skin white with a coarse brush.

According to the parents, when Jannik went to grade school later, the teasing continued. “Mom, what’s a nigger?” the young boy asked at home. His classmates had taunted him, saying: “You are this brown because you rubbed shit all over yourself.” One day, nine school mates reportedly beat Jannik up on the playground so badly that Reiner called the police. The school administration scolded the small boys who had roughed him up.

The second-oldest daughter, Fenja, who is now eight, also came home with stories of being bullied. And the mother, Miriam, had her own harassment experiences, too. She recalls how an elderly gentleman in a supermarket said: “Amazing the kind of people they let shop here” as she and her children walked past. “Go back to the jungle!” she remembers another man yelling at her once. She was in a parking lot and hadn’t closed her car door fast enough for his liking as he tried to pull his car into the adjacent spot…

Even when she was accompanied with her large and powerfully built husband or with the few friends they had, Miriam and the children sensed people’s animosity. Whenever the family showed up at a busy playground, it would empty out abruptly. “In glorious sunshine,” according to the mother. One day a teenager spat at her as she walked through a park with an acquaintance, she says.

Whether Germans like it or not, they continue to have racial problems. Especially in Eastern Germany, where people are more ‘conservative’ when it comes to the issue of race than in the Western part of the country.

Germany, obviously, has a history when it comes to racism it shouldn’t be proud of. It seems to me that the government should do everything possible to fight it. Sadly, the Spiegel reports that authorities didn’t do much to help them; possibly because government officials themselves were racist too.

That doesn’t surprise most Dutch people; when I talked to my father, for instance, he said “well, that’s not surprising. It’s an inherent part of their culture. They’re extremely racist in certain parts of Germany, and I don’t think they’ll ever lose it.”

I’m inclined to agree with that. That may make some German readers angry, but, well, what makes me angry is that foreigners are forced to flee from certain villages because the average German in those villages make life impossible for them… simply because they’re not white enough.